lol indeed sigh ive never been this depressed before in my life I really wish it was over anyone around to chat channel poll: we may have a need for a dev ops and/or PHP developer for a client of ours. if anyone knows anyone who is interested in contract work, shoot me a PM. we are fun and easy to work with, pay on time with direct deposit, and judging by the fact that you're in here; you probably already vouch for us :) erratic: what are you depressed about? cant find a job, dont have any friends im trans and im ugly im stupid I would inquire about the php contract but I'm probably not worthy and I'd probably disappoint you I dont want to disappoint anybody That's what she said!! I just want my life to be over falling asleep hmmm... well, who knows, maybe your PHP work is good! you seem down on yourself where are you located? lets talk tomorrow, I live in seattle maybe I could work on some stuff for free for you and see if I can be of use I should rest though, I'll ping you in the morning goodnight OK goodnight ping me in the morning